There is a saying that the best medicine to heal a wound is time. Give it enough time, then all the wounds would heal. Whether that wound is a physical injury wound, or an emotional wound, it will heal. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
I really hope that there is a chance to heal the wound of my origin family. I really wish they can respect the decisions that I made. I wish that they don’t demonize all actions that others have done. I only stick to the facts, and if others can’t handle the facts on its face value, and keep defaming myself and people I am with, then I need to make myself sane by going away from these people. It is the only logical choice, although emotionally, it is still challenging for me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
But in reality, no matter what is done, it will never be the same. It will never be. The things said, can never be reversed.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Time will heal. And, how much time do we have left in this life?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
At least, things are improving from my end. At least I am hoping, until she trips the circuits again. <\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sigh. Sometimes I feel like I want to escape to have a life of my own, without thinking for other people, without being bothered by the smallest little thing. Is it even possible?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
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